christmas was yesterday! it went okay, thankfully! no fighting from the family aside from my grandpa fussing at me a bit. i didn't get many gifts under the tree because what i ordered has yet to come in. i got underwear, socks and shampoo and conditioner under the tree, while i have the csm manga boxset and two nendoroids coming in! i chose asuka since shes having a rerun and obito cuz he was Finally announced - immediate pre order. i wont lie, i've never had a nendoroid before, but i've ALWAYS wanted one. i'm quite excited to be getting two :3
the manga boxset is Supposed to come in today, but i kind of think it'll be tomorrow. other than that, i've just been chilling. my boyfriend and i have been watching american horror story coven. i first watched it when i was like 13 or 14 and i don't remember much. it's been fun watching it! my boyfriend asked me why this season was well made and i laughed because his only other ahs experience was the 80s one, which was super cheesy and more like a parody.
sadly though, my seasonal depression has started to kick in. i don't think i'm ready for the lows of it this year, after losing my aunt, my cousin and a close friend all to fentanyl in such a short span. death isn't easy for me, after losing my other aunt in 2016. she was a mother figure for me, and i was super close to her and her loss shook our whole family. we still haven't recovered from it. so these three recent deaths have really hit hard, especially when i feel like i should have reached out more for all three of them.
i know i'll make it through this, though.